I’m sick of strangers wanting to make out with me. I want to sleep next to someone who cares about me. I don’t want to drink till 4 in the morning. I want to goto the movies and watch tv all day with someone. ——. It’s definitely that summer time.
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Liking someone who isn’t insecure or needs to be helped. For so long that was my type. It’s so different not being needed but just being wanted. How did this happen? Oh well I’ll keep him for a while.
My heart hurts
Can’t sleep because the nightmares keep waking me up. Can’t talk or I may cry All I can do is sit and listen to the yelling. breathing hurts its all much too Much I want it all back. Its been taken away from me and it’s not fair. I need my home.
I made it
I marked it on my calendar to keep hope. To keep strong. It’s Ironic how it’s the day before Valentine’s Day - I didn’t even notice when I was posting it. I just new I needed time and to be patient. I was patient. Well as patient as I can be. It was only 2 months ago but it feels like forever. Which is good for me but bad for you. I am now a whole different...
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Im on the floor and I don't want to get up
I’m learning how to walk again without anyone by my side.
and just like that
we all fall down
Not enough time to be good. Not enough time to be healthy. Not enough time to learn. Not enough time for sleep. Soon you will see there will be no time for me. I need them all to stop yelling. I need the screaming to stop. Please go away its too much. I can’t breathe.
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Just found out
I had messages. fgdyfjhli.n.k,b,l,
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At least we both know it wasn’t because of her.
I feel like we are falling.
And I’m pretty sure I pushed us. Guess that’s that.
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Why does beauty matter?
Yeah I’m pretty but what does that get me? A lot of people with high expectations of me. I just don’t understand this world. I’m crashing and I can’t stay focus. I’m so lost and I pray for god to give me guidance I don’t know how long I can last this way. I feel so weak. I want to be strong.
This is when I put a list of all the reasons it’s not worth it anymore. Why is this voice so strong? I just don’t know what to do anymore. How much further do we push ourselves before we fall off the cliff for good. What more is left? Why can’t I just be straight? Why must I curve?
Okay you need to get out of my head
My goodness, this is annoying. I just need to think about something else. Focus on something else. But now this door is opened and I can’t help but be curious. I will have to work on my patience.